Media personality Anita Nderu recently revealed that in 2018, she went through months of depression and at some point considered taking her life.
I considered killing myself – Anita Nderu
I wanted to blow my brains out - The Trend panelist revealed.
“I cried myself to sleep and cried every morning, my eyes were always puffy. I would RSVP yes to events, hire gowns etc then not go cause I did not want to be around people plus my eyes were puffy and I didn’t want to answer all the are you okay questions. The people who caused all this, still sleep soundly at night, I don't get how but they do. To each their demons right? Above all even the one night I cried so much I contemplated killing myself, guys I wanted to blow my brains out, I remember only @dunn_can thought I wasn't okay that night when he saw me. I asked myself, are they worth it? No. God has a plan, he always does just hang in there boo. I recently addressed this issue in a WhatsApp group, the person supposed to be impartial was so rude, I cried even more,” Anita disclosed.
At some point, she decided to drop the issue and move on. “I had no choice but to get over it and move on. I still see all of them from time to time, I will never stop being a nice person, I will however only allow positive energy and nothing else. I still get episodes from time to time but I am coping better now. Time heals…It hurts yes but you would rather sleep with a clean conscience than not sleep at all. God and Karma will deal with them boo.”
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