Self-declared President of single Mothers Esther Akoth popularly known as Akothee has opened up on struggles she has been going through as she cancels her Europe Tour.
On Sunday, the Abebo hit-maker, put up a cryptic post explaining that she has been digging her own grave due to the things she has been subjecting herself to without rest.
She further expressed fears of losing all the wealth she had accumulated over the years.
“Please allow me share with you that, tonight will be the last show for the Europe tour due to very sensitive issues within my organization. The brand has overgrown my current organization and I feel my head on my neck, kindly after the cologne show tonight , allow me fix me first , because if I don’t fix myself first, I am going to lose everything, everything as a mother , an artist , an entrepreneur, an entertainer and a mentor . I cannot motivate you or inspire you when I am broken and down, I cannot entertain you when my heart is full of pain and worries, I cannot grow bigger if the wealth I already accumulated is not attended to or taken care of, I am a person who never live in fantasy or miracles, I am a person who believes in hard work and bring responsible RESULTS,” reads part of her post.
Trip to Europe
However, Madam Boss mentioned that she took a break to Europe in order to reflect on her life from a distance but unfortunately things are not working as expected.
“It’s all rubbish to even think that things happens automatically, I took a break to come to Europe and look at my life from a distance , and I have realized, that I have been digging an early grave, I have no one to blame here, I am not even going to blame myself because I can still fix it , it’s hard and heavy, what I control, some people would be in hospital everywhere for burn out , God has given me energy , brain and a good heart , he will not allow me suffer, I will pull through”
Pray with Me
“I know and understand that my children are still young, and some committed in school , I can’t wait for them to Grow up and take over the wealth I accumulated for them, I am proud that I am overwhelmed with work and nor that I am looking for a job , its a blessing , I cant complain. wherever you are , pray with me, I know my grandma is praying with me too, she doesn't know I only had one meal yesterday since I work up at 5.00 am , my first meal was at 4.00pm, its all with love , I am not perfect , I am blood flesh and bones too. GOD FIX FIX ME WGERE I AM TIRED. FIX ME WHERE I AM BROKEN .LORD FIX , BECAUSE IF YOU DONT FIX ME FIRST. I AM GOING TO LOOSE EVERYTHING,” reads Akothee’s Post.
For the past few Months, Akothee has being doing shows in different parts of the world; Norway, Switzerland, France among others. She is also scheduled to perform at the One Africa Music Fest in (November) Dubai.